Torn

What do you do when you're torn? When you have choices to make but you don't know which way is the right way... When you're afraid of taking a leap because there's a big chance you might loose but you're also afraid of settling because even though the chance is petite, it's still there... When you go to sleep at night hoping for a better tomorrow, but you wake up and everything you wanted to be gone is still there... When you wish you could go back to that moment where evrything started to go wrong and take a different direction... When you have millions of questions but no answers... What do you do then? I need someone to tell me because then maybe, just maybe, I'll know what way to take, if I should take the leap or if I should settle, if I should stop hoping, if I should stop wishing, if I should stop asking. What should I do? Or what can I do? I always say that life is what you make it but what about the things that can't be controlled? What do I do about those? I'm torn...