Silly Little Me

In Sweden

Wuhooooo!!! Now this is what I can call a couple of reawwwlly good days and I'm gonna go back with no regrets this time! I know I've been a bad updater but seriously I'm coming home late and when I come I'm too tired to do anything at all! Anyways I'm too lazy to upload pics but visit this evil blog and you'll see tons of crazy pictures AND get to read about evil stuff from an evil mind! XoXo

I Wanna Be a Visitor in These Places

I'm wanting so much lately but come on, who doesn't wish to be at the top of a New York Scraper at midnight.. or take in a hotel in Bahamas or visit India and walk through that park? Or experience a fall with trees the color of that? Some of these are nothing more than dreams, but some are place I WILL VISIT! For now, XoXo

I Wanna Be On the Cover of Forbes Magazine

Whuts up? I'm going out with my friends tomorrow and we wanna do something special because I won't be seeing them for awhile but I really have no clue where we should go.. Problem is that a storm is on its way so that means Faraya is a no-no again because it will be CRAZY over there! Well I'm running out of ideas, so Help? How should me spend the day?

Designing My Dream House

I've been thinking alot about my dream house (more than usual) so I've been looking at samples. This is what I do know... I want the whole house to be open with bright colors of red and white and walls of glass. But I want one room to be like all dark and cozy.. Anyways this is the bed I want, the exact one, only the sheets need to be red instead of blue.. and Many designs of carpe Diem around the house that Teta will be forced to do for me.. Aaah can't wait!

Mmm

This is a shrimp sallad that my baby sis made a while back. Mmm.. looks delicious right? Well it reawwwly was! Okay this made me hungry so I'm off to eat now! Ba Bai!

On the road of remembrance

Have I stated that I really can't wait? The day from when this picture was taken was one of the coldest days Sweden had ever witnessed. Still we sat on the ice-cold stairs and ate a very yummy pizza. Happiness. I'm truly gonna treasure each moment from this trip, gonna be outside all night long and do all the things I've wanted for so long now. I'm gonna be talking a lot about this for a couple of days so deal with it! You know You love me Xoxo

I Wanna Be a Billionare

Oh Oh Oh !! Sing with mee Oh Oh Oh!! Tuesday is here, Mona is done and Sweden here I comeeeee!! Saturday cannot arrive a moment too soon. In four days I'll see my sister's big tummy and make up for all the time she's been doing this without her sisters. Sis ana I love you. I'm in a really good mood and this is as a result from getting the best compliments from a professor who is really admirable in this field. And that in turn is as a result from all the hard work I've been putting into my projects. Aaah Life is good. Next step: Making my billion dollar worth or corporation. You guys in?

Today's Gonna Be a Good Day!!

Saluuut sweet devils of moii! I've finished two of my projects and today I'll do the last one and say adiooos lebanon. Okay I'll say adiooos SOON lebanon. Haha I wish I was a little more sad about leaving, but this is a very well needed week in sweden with the most amasing poeple one can have. I'm off to uni noow baa baiiii.

Stooopid Projects

Morning Sunshines. Today is going to be a busy one with me trying to get my projects done. I've been putting them on the shelf for way too long but today I'm going to try and finish them! Wish me Luck! XoXo

Soon

Today was the last day of my midterms. Finally. Now I only have the projects left and before you know it I'll be knocking your door in Sweden. Nshallah. Words can't describe how much I miss you and one week is going to be far from enough. But I'll take what I can get and say better than nothing. L7amdella. I'm off to downtown to celebrate the end of midterms, XoXo

A picture says more than a thousand words

If a bird can sing with a broken wing, You'll learn to bend when the wind blows

Have I been down lately or what? Haha I feel so stupid reading what I wrote yesterday, thinking I can't say l7amdella. I mean look at my life. I am surrendered by people who love me and care. I am studying what I've always loved. I am working hard towards the goals I have set up for myself. And I am healthy (I think :P). A bump in the road doesn't mean my life is over. On the contrary it means I have all the more reason to fight for what I want. No matter how tough it may seem right now. I have all the reason in the world to say lhamdella. Over the edge. Not giving up. I'm gonna make it. Watch me!

Tired

This hasn't been the best day. I know I should say l7amdella no matter what but sometimes I'm too tired to even lie to myself. But I need to keep my head straight for my midterm in accounting tomorrow! Problem is, it keeps wandering to places it shouldn't have ever visited in the first place. Take care y'all Xoxo

All by myself

Many times I just don't feel like blogging. Other times I feel I have too much to say. But who is really listening? Am I even listening to myself? Time and again I find myself in a situation where I am yelling DON'T but somehow I still do. Am I making the right decision? That brings us to what is right and what is wrong. And according to whom? I'm yadiyading too much, I know. It's just that I'm so confused. Well I hope I'm confusing you too with all this, I'd hate to suffer all by myself

When things don't go according to your plans...

Adjust

Brightly as the sun, Shine on me

Morning sweets!! Rough night but I have a feeling this is gonna be a good day. The sun is shining and me am cooking. Xoxo

Love you like a glass heart

I don't want the world to see me cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything is made to be broken; I just want you to know who I am. Sooner or later it's over but I just don't wanna miss you tonight.

Guess who's back... Again?

You want something in return, yet the thing you want in return is something for me. We need to change your business teacher Teta!! Omgiii is this a happy day or what

Good Bye Blog

I'm shutting down the blog. It's been a good time but all good thngs must come to an end. Good Bye Blog

Not a good day

Just had my first midterm and I'm furious!! I had just turned in my exam when I realized what a mistake I had made in one of the questions. Not even a second had passed since I had given him the answer sheet so I told him please I just remembered something can't I fix it? And that **** refused. I'm so upset because I really deserve an A in this course and the question was so lame I could kill myself for making that kind of mistake! Kill me now! Buuuh

Kantarell pasta

I know I haven't updated my blog today but I've just had so much studying to do for my midterms. And I still have tons left so I won't be blogging anymore today. Anyways I thought it would be a good idea to post a picture of the yummy pasta my sister made yesterday!! Enjoy! Well you won't get to enjoy of course BUT I sure as hell did. xoXo

Joey

The food was great! I also just finished watching friends and I can't state enough how much I love the character of Joey. Not only because he's amusingly funny but because what a true friend he really is. And cute hah. But seriously I don't think there is a friend like him in real life. Don't get me wrong, I do have good friends in my life. It's just that this character keeps me in awe after every episode by the little things he does for his friends, not to mention the big things. Speaking of good friends. My not so very good friend (I shall kill her) thinks my memory is so bad she had to write on my hands for me to remember which hand you put your ring on when you are engaged or married. I mean, my memory is perfectly fine!! Anyways I'm off now to help my sister cook "kantarellpasta". No one makes it as deliciously as she does! Until then, XoXo

Stupid Elevator

Didn't get much sleep because I woke up from mummy being stuck in the elevator. poor sweetheart was panicking which is a lot better than what would've happened to me. I would've fainted. Seriously. Anyways I couldn't fall back to sleep because she asked me to make the dinner today so I have to run off to TSC and get meself some stuff. So off I go now XoXo

Sleepy...

What's up sweet loyal fans of mine? I just came back from my university and it's been an exhausting day. So I'm just gonna jump into my bed and sleep until it's time to eat. Until then, you know you hate loving me Xoxoo

Just take it and Go

We'll start with Forever

I'll hug you and I'll forever tell you that everything will be Fine.

Just Great

I had tons of studying done today which is great! Just great! It helps that I absolutely l.o.v.e what I'm studying. This had been a dream of mine for so long and I seem to forget that sometimes. I forget to be thankful over the fact that I'm doing what I've always wanted to do and that I'm actually really good at it too. I hope all of you out there are also following your dreams. I'm taking a pause now because Ellen and Friends are on soon. BTW the weather is really nice today. Have I stated enough how much I adore this country? Well I adore this country! Lhamdulilah. Oh and only 3 hours left until I get to eat. Mum made lobya. Yummy. Xoxo

Too early?

Morning! I slept really well tonight but I keep waking up early which is not so well at all. Anyways today is the first day of Ashoura. At a time like this, I wish I was in Sweden because everything feels more real over there during this time of grief. Which is weird because I had counted on the opposite to be true. Anyways I'm off now to study a bit! Yes, believe it! XoXo

Off to bed

Still no study. I even managed to write some more in my book but my brain refused to do any work on what I really really should be doing. Studying. I know I know it's wrong. Specially since I'm aiming high this semester. But I promise tomorrow I will get a lot of work done. I hope. Problem is I will be fasting now during Ashoura so I will probably be extra lazy. Yiish I am so complicated am I not? Anyways enough blogging for today I'm gonna make myself some food now and watch movies until I fall asleep. Evil dreams, evil fans of evil me! XoXo

Ashoura

Let us imagine Imam Hussein (a.s) on the ground of Karbala. Children had been murdered, his friends; brothers had been slaughtered, with counted minutes left until they would take his head and put a spear through his chest. Let us imagine how they would then attack their tents to burn it all down and take with them all they could find, including the women. Zeinab and Umma kolthom and Sokayna. Let us imagine those last counted minutes and remember what Imam Hussein said to God. Let us remember what they did, what they sacrificed, so Islam could live on. Let us remember Ahlul Bayt each time we want to curse our luck. They had refused to follow the lead of Yazid and the murderers like him. The same murderers who neglected the fact that this great man was the son of Imam Ali (a.s) and there wasn't a chance he would ever think of being like them. The son of Batoul got a letter telling him that he and his family would be alright as long as they did what Yazid wanted. Our Imam yelled out saying that's impossible. "madam fiya rou7 wi7yat il jalil mabbayi3 hayk kafra wa mojrmin" Let their courage, the courage of the greatest people through history, be an example for all of us. An example to follow!

Who run the world? We do

Yummy Yummy today I made a really good chicken with rice and tabboule. Okay my auntie made the tabboule, but I stood beside her making sure she got it right!! I would've taken a picture of it but I didn't wanna make y'all too jealous of my cooking abilities! See, and they say I can't be nice! Bad news though, I haven't had time to study. Okay I had plenty of time but me am too lazy, ottoke? Well off I go now to spend some quality time with the best ladies in the world. Xoxo

Love & Other Drugs

Morning Sunshines!! Yesterday went as planned: it was a quiet night with me watching "Love and other drugs" again. It's so good I could watch it a million times. If you guys haven't seen it yet, then put it on your to-do list! Hmm what else? Yeah me and my friends were supposed to spend this Saturday in Faraya since the snow has arrived over there! But we re-scheduled it since I have my midterms and I really need to study. Hope you'll be spending your day as lame as I will. XoXo

Girl's night in

Today's been loads of fun with me going all crazy with my friends at the university. But all this fun isn't keeping me from counting the days until my whole family is reunited in Sweden! I really can't wait! As for tonight, it's probably going to be a quiet one. My cousin is sleeping over so we're staying at home this Friday night. Maybe watch a movie or something. What's your plans for tonight?

Season's may change, Winter to spring, but you will still have me til the end of time

This week on the X-factor they had thanksgiving week. Each contestant chose the one person they are most thankful for and dedicated a special song for them. Drew picked her childhood friend. Astro picked his fans. Chris picked his therapist. Thinking about who I would've chosen wasn't a hard thing; not a hard thing at all. I pick the one person whom I know will always be by my side just like she always has. You, my bebis, my best friend. We've cried together, laughed together and fought the world together. Now we are conquering Lebanon together and I couldn't have chosen a better partner in crime. You are the one who has never let me down even when I let you down. You are my baby sister yet here I am day by day learning from you. Trying to be a better person thanks to you. You make me who I am with your belief and unconditional love, with your tears if I as much as get a sad face, with your claws if someone as much as tries to hurt me. Thank you. Thank you for keeping me sane. Thank you for always standing up for me. But most of all thank you for letting me know that no matter what I at least have one person who will make sure I am never alone. For better and for worse.

And as for the song I would dedicate: Tio små apor! Now sing with me bb :D

Seizing all my days

Busy Busy Busy

Aaah so little time so much to do! I'm having a really hard time keeping up with everything. But that's okay since being busy is what I need right now! The funniest thing happened today at uni when a girl wanted to stab me after she saw her boyfriend talking to me. Like wth?! What's wrong with these girls? Well it served well for my amusement but other than that I just find it weird, I mean I won't eat him you know? Anyways almost a month left until Sweden! YeeeY

With or Without you

Isn't it funny when you plan something with the closest people to you only to find out coincidently that the plan will be carried out without you. My reaction was "okay so I guess I'll scratch that off my list". I mean I could've atleast been told something instead of reading about it. I'm not going to let that stop me though. Even if it means I'll do it alone I'm doing it. Anyways since I decided to start afresh and be a better me I've become spontanious, doing things out of the blue and I'm actually having a blast. It's been two really fun days but what is even better is that two days ago I made the yummiest swedish dinner ever. I know I know I'm the best cook evaaa!

Right here. Right now.

Trying to be the better person stops right here right now! Blaming myself for everything that happens stops right here right now. Settling for less of what I'm worth stops right here right now. Thinking about the past stops right here right now. This is the day I stop looking at or thinking about anything related to my past. Right here. Right now.

Stopid Stopid Stopid

I went. I watched. I swore. Then I watched some more. Only to swear some more. The End. The swearing wasn't against the movie (which I actually loved) but against the stupid lebanese people who can't watch a movie without applauding at every scene. Like WTH?
So since they ruined the movie for me I'm going on tuesday to rewatch it. This time if I hear anyone applauding there will be blood involved. Plenty of it.

I do have an Angel and that Angel is Yoo

Thank Yoo Bobbo

Warm me up chocolate

Yup it's as yummy as it looks. Well yummier with the wipcream but I already drank half of it before taking the picture!

Stupid Cold

Yeaah I've been hit yet again! AArghh the worst thing is that my colds aint ever normal colds that pass over after two three days. Nope my luck has made sure that each time I get a cold it's one that just refuses to leave me. So the wedding on saturday is a no-no! Hope you all out there also catch this cold! You wouldn't want me to be miserable all by myself would you? Xoxoo

Always and Forever

Yeeeey LEBANON <3 I didn't actually have faith in them but they really really won! I wanted to go see the game but I couldn't because everyone had classes and today they decided to be "good students" WHERE'S DA LEBANESE SPIRIT PEOPLE? Anyways bad luck for the koreans you're still in my heart but Lebanon always numba one! Always and Forever...

Breaking Dawn Part 1

Only days left until the big premiere of our all time favorite love story. We all are planning on going to the midnight screening on friday but question is if I can actually wait that long? Re-reading the book has made me want to watch it even more and then the trailer has given me incredible hopes that this time this movie will do what the three before it failed in. Crossing my fingers here! Anyhoo if you hadn't booked your ticket yet make sure you do it. This is a non-miss!

It's you It's you It's all for you

"I'm Sorry for loosing my temper the night you told me Luis proposed to you. I'm Sorry for not waiting longer at the Empire State Building. I'm Sorry for treating you like property. I'm Sorry I didn't tell you I loved you when I knew I did. But most of all I'm sorry that I gave up on us and you never did..."

No Kids Allowed

Friday night I went to sleep over at my cousin's place and let me just point out HER KIDS ARE CRAZY! Made me yet again realise that I never ever wanna have kids of my own. Yuup I'll just adopt fully matured kids! Anyways I came back to Beirut yesterday night realising that I have A LOT of studying to do. So that's how I'm spending my sunday: studying. Or atleast I'll try. Don't you dare lure me outside now! XoXo

Pink pink pink

My sister is having a baby girl! Yuup she was told that the baby in her tummy was a little girl! Ahh it feels like I'm missing everything and that's so sad-- I still hope that she grows up to be devilish just like her auntie even though I won't be around!!

Pinky swear won't let you go. Ever!

Over 3id my cousin came to sleep over since her parents where in Day3a and it was loads of fun. This girl is so crazy and it was just the exact amount of craziness that I needed to lift my mood. 3 days of amasing fun, what more can I ask? Also she took me to this really good italian cafe in Downtown and I had the yummiest pizza ever. And the sauce was soo mmmm.. Weird though was that noone liked it but me. Arwa and BB said it was disgusting. Well atleast they tasted it.. Not like someone else who was too much of a chicken to put it in her mouth (yup malvalita I'm pointing fingers here! he2)!! And yesterday I met someone I hadn't seen in two months and that had been a far too long of a time. Also got the cutest gift ever. Me am naming him Pinky Bobbo.

Choko Choko Choko Me Wants Choko

A few moments ago I commented that I hope to be more than ok and I realised that for that to happen, for me getting the life I want without any exception, I had to give it my all. I should fight for it all. And so should you. But then reality struck... how do you fight for something that isn't fighting for you in retrun? And that's when I realised that's how she felt.. no matter how many times I was told so this was the first time I really comprehended it. Anyways what's done is done but let this be a reminder for all of you out there: when you have something precious make sure it knows it.. not by words but through your actions. And that saying "If you love something let it go, if it comes back it's yours if it doesn't it never was" is full of BULLSHIT. Never let go of what you love. Hold it on for dear life so you'll know that no matter what happens next you did your best. No regrets! XoXo

3id Ad7a Mubarak

I've been absent for a couple of days because I just didn't feel like blogging. Each day is harder than the previous one and I can't help but feeling miserable.. remembering.. thinking what if.. yeah I still think what if even though I thought it would stop after trying again but here I am thinking what if again... Anyways I hope you are all having a good 3id with your family and friends. Make the most of it.. I would if I got the chance.. I miss my family.. I miss my friends.. I miss you.. And in a weird way I miss myself.. yeah I'm positive no one is understanding a word of what I'm saying and that's kind of the point! XoXo

"We Live to Make Dreams Come True"

Nshallah ya rab

Vote for Jeita

Anyone who's ever been to Jeita and witnessed the fairy tale that it is knows that it has to be amongst the 7 wonders! I've been voting non-stop and I hope you are to!

Can't get enough of ABC

Another dobbi day with my BB!! And it was Assummmeeeee hihihi!! Well aside from the fact that Justin Timberlake is gay and still gets a hold of all the good movies?! Off now to read Twilight XoXo bebez

JAAAAA!!

We won we won dammit we won!! I never doubted you my lady and tonight you proved me right!
P.S Inget roligare än en arabisk kommentator "wal kora 5atera w mahdooooouuufaaa!! ma hatha ma hathaaa birloooo w delbieroooo " hahah nee jag dör på riktigt!

A day at ABC

Today was assume lots of fun when me, my bb & my friends rocked the streets of Ashrafieh! Haha the funniest part of the day was how upset all the cab drivers got at us.

Here's the thing: Me and BB where going to shahiden and malvalita was going to salim slem. So each time a cab pulled over I said "2 shahiden 1 salim slem" OMG it's as if I had commited a crime. One person even got so mad that he screamed "sho hay 7azzoura?!" (meaning what is that a riddle?!) hahah what is the matter with these people? Just say no and continue driving! Yiish !! Haha even funnier was the dude that wanted to take 25.000 ONLY hahah ONLY HE SAID. Well I've learned from a special someone never to give up and I never did I refused to pay extra and not because of 3 or 4000 but because I refused to take the easy way this time.

Oh and also best food at roadster! Ain't another diner like it in the universe!

Please spread the word. GAGAGAGA

Please don't stop the rain

Yeey me Yeey mee today the rain was pouring outside. Amasing I tell ya!! Now I just need to keep my fingers crossed hoping that it continues this way.

Btw have I stated enough how slow the connection is around here? My friend Jandhi told me about this drama called princess man and she said it was epic. As soon as I saw that it was also the guy from prosecutor princess I just knew it would be just as she told me it would.

Just look at this picture: when I first saw it (after screaming why is ouri aegi crying why iss ourii aegiii cryingg why is MY BABY CRYING) I recalled just what made me love him in the first place. Amasing actor. (okay okay and he's kind of super duper hot) However, this stupid connection is ruining my life!! Aaah I want to shoot something. Wanna be that thing? I kid I kid. Ba baaiii for noww dark angelss

Truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for

It's a funny thing isn't it? That there are some people you will never be able to let go of no matter how big the pain they cause you is. Some might call it stupidity, Bob Marley called it "worth suffering for". He said that one only has to be careful on deciding exactly who those people are. Know the good from the bad. Still that is the hardest part because we always seem to get it wrong. Do I have it right? Do you?

Yummylicious

I just had the yummiest frappe ever!!

What could've been

Today I've been reading a book by Karolina Ramqvist and it's called "More Fire". The book is played out in Jamaica and it has a very important msg to deliver about racism, sexism and poverty. However I found it boring and non-intruiging. So much potential yet this author totally failed to deliver. It made me yet again want to continue writing my book and I will. This time I won't stop until it's finished.

Sing your heart out

I just came back from a very crazy day out. Singing "tio små apor hoppade på sängen" on the street was liberating to say the least. I'm off to study Xoxo

Tirarara

Morning Sweets!! As I told you I've been re-reading Breaking Dawn and it has helped alot with my bad sleeping habits because reading makes my eyes tired after a while. Anyways I got a good 10 hours of sleep tonight and as usual I was in my happy place in dreamland. For this saturday I've made plans to go to Bay Rock. It's been a long while since the last time I was there so it's kind of about time I go today! Let's just hope we get a table because it's saturday and this resturaunt is always packed! Evil eye evil eyeee. Anyways I've been struggling with something for a very long time and a couple of days ago I got my answer and even though it kind of broke my heart atleast I learned ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR HEAD your heart just speaks a lot of crap it knows nothing about. Three times I was told to butt off but no I still had to try and at the moment I felt like atleast I won't have to say what if. Well now I know; finally I understand. So COMBE to my slowy dowy brain. XoXo

Quote of the Day

"Conduct yourself in this world as if you are here to stay forever; prepare for eternity as if you are to die tomorrow" -Imam Ali (as)

Just Laugh

New teacher: students please tell ur names and hobbies
Boys:
- I am Sam, my hobby is watching bubble in the bath tub
- I am John, my hobby is watching bubble in the bath tub
- I am Tom, my hobby is watching bubble in the bath tub.
Teacher: oh all boys have the same hobbies, that is good.
Girl:
- Hi !! My name is Bubble...

Mmm...

Sverige <3

We found Love in a Hopeless Place

Today has been a busy day running from uni to my aunties place to harkous to coming home in time for the X-factor. Yeep busy indeed.
Tonight I've decided to try sleeping early so I'm reading Breaking Dawn to try and get my mind off of all the shit that's going on and maybe then I'll have a clear mind that will allow me to get some sleep. Also great news Kazzefe is dead!! Hah martin luther king jr crap about not rejoicing at the death of an enemy. Well look at me rejoicing here!

At least I don't have to say "what if" anymore..

I woke up today by a message telling me that I should dress warmly and that it was going to rain. Me gets super excited and finally wear the boots I have longed for for 4 months now. Damn that was a lot of fors. Anyways imagine my dissappointment when it gets 30 degrees during the day and I'm in my boots! Imagine also what happened to the now-buried-underground person who texted me. But apart from thatI felt so good at uni today! It was loads of fun and as I said I love all my proffesors even though one of them says "okay" between every two words. "This is what macro means, okay ya3ne its in huge scale okay we call it aggrigative ok bla bla ok". He was still cute though. Me liked!
Now I'm trying to think of what to cook because I'm starving and I have no idea what me am craving for. XoXooo

Friends

Ross: Rachel is pregnant
Pheobe & Joey: Omg whaatt??!!
Ross: I'm the father..
Phoebe: That is BRAND NEW INFORMATION
hahaah gotta love this shit anyways I'm off to sleep now ba bai

It gives me comfort

It was crazy packed today at the campus. So many newbies; so much to make fun of! Also the proffessors have been good so far. First I was kind of worried about TQM and HR but after meeting with the doctor all my worries are gone. Not only does he seem like an expert in the subjects but also he has this chilled personality which will make me enjoy his lectures. Anyhoo I'm off to beirut mall now to get meself some Ice cweaammm. Yeey mee !

It is as hard to see one's self as to look backwards without turning around

I am in desperate need of some ice cream. Swedish ice cream. When I realised there ain't a chance in hell I'm gonna get that I decided to settle for some lebanese wannabe ice cream. Guess what? The store had non! Non whatsoever! Appearently the summer season is over (what? since when does the summer end in lebanon?). Yaya so me still craving for ice cweaaamm!! Damn you picture. Anyways I'm off to rewatch some friends episodes.

To begin on a journey of change we must pull on the boots of selfawareness

Damn it I slept during the day! I promised that no matter how sleepy I would get I wouldn't sleep during the day and I failed big time. Not only am I a cranky person when I wake up but also I'll have a harder time trying to sleep tonight than I did yesterday. Well I guess as long as my sister doesn't turn the lights on at 5.30 in the morning to do her bed before she sleeps I will not complain. Oh who am me kidding of course I will. XoXoo

Third time's a charm

Meant to be. Supposed to be.

No one listens to advice. They think they do but they don't!

So far so good. Well not the waking up part but seeing everyone again was loads of fun. I also loved the fact that this time I wasn't the new person who didn't know anyone. That first day, exactly one year ago, if it weren't for you I wouldn't have made it. But you came and made sure I wasn't alone.

This semester I'm going to put all that I have into my studies; I refuse to laze around because I refuse to graduate with a result less of what I'm capable of accomplishing. Everyone is saying that I'm crazy for taking 6 courses but I know that I can do it so I'm not going to listen to anyone but myself.

Höhö? Like really?

Tomorrow is my first day at uni so I really should be sleeping right now. But I really really can't. Maybe it's because I'm trying so hard. Yukh bulla all I know is that I'm not gonna be a happy person tomorrow morning. No I really have to put away the food now and go to sleep because me needs to dream meself away to the wonderful dreams me am having lately. Aah dreamland come to me. I just like saying me! look; me me me. Ok now I writing just to write höhö. Did I just say höhö? Okay I really have to go kill meself now. Ba Bai

If someone holds onto you, hold onto them even stronger

"I will mourn the loss of thoussands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in one, not even an enemy. Returning hate for hate multiplies hate adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that" -Martin Luther King Jr

So beautifully written it almost makes me want to agree. Almost. Thoughts?

Congratzz

Here are two pics, I would've uploaded more if this darn connection didn't suck so much so for now be happy with what you get. Isn't he just the cutest? lmfao

Less is More

Morning Sweets! So about the party yesterday; EVERYONE was there, like honestly I don't think a single person from mums hometown Ghassaniye stayed at home so I saw a lot of old faces and some new ones to. The funniest part of the whole thing was a 40 year old something man trying to breakdance. God how I wish I had filmed that. I didn't mention this before but the party was actually my uncle's engagement party and everything looked so beautiful; simple yet mesmerising. But I felt bad for the girl because like as you could guess all eyes where on me. Like duuh. I kid I kid. Anyways later on I will upload some pics XoXo

If onLy

Waking up from tonight's dream made me want to hit something. I keep having the same dream about the same things but every night it's under new scenarious. I wish I could make that dream come true. Tonight's the party so let's hope I come back on a better mood. XoXo

Sleepless in Da7ye

I have been suffering from insomnia lately just like the good old days and that's not good since I really need my beautysleep before the party tomorrow. I kid I kid I actually couldn't care less. Today X-factor was on and the contestants where at the judges homes. There's a twelve year old kid on that show that raps and boy is he amasing or what? Mark my words this guy is gonna be huge!! So tiny with so much potential. *cough* Eminem sign him sign him *cough*
Sweet dreams loyal fans of mine. me just am so funny.

Yemken

Dagg el 7izen babi; dam3i fata7lo lbab
Menni a5ad 7babi; ma dall 3indi 7bab
Yemken ana il ghaltan, yemken 3omr harban; ya kelmet el yemken ilik alf 3enwan
Yemken ma zanbi illi sar, yemken zamani da3; ya kelmet el yemken ya ba7r men asrar
Ba7r li ma fi menno rjo3 3a raml el shatt il mawjou3
Da3saton yalli mtl jrou7; 3yoni 3am tamlia ldmo3
Ba3ed ayami 7targat a7lami wl shams illi sharagat ghabat; ya 3yoni nami
Nami 3a jrou7i; bi sirrik la tbou7i