Fear

Am I doing the right thing? Just made a huge decision and I'm not sure if it was the right one, because deep down I know that the decision was controlled by fear. Even though I swore never to let fear get to me again, it did without my permission. I was telling myself that it was all behind me, that I didn't care anymore.. that it wasn't like before, that I was stronger this time.. But even though yes I am stronger I'm still not strong enough.. xoxo