Real rain

A couple of entries ago I wrote that it was raining and that I was about to go out to clear my mind. So as I'm opening the door and I look out I see that it wasn't raining at all... It really surprised me because I had been so sure that I heard that it was raining outside, positive! So what was going on? Had I imagined the rain? Was it all in my head? And if so then why? Why did I imagine that it was raining?

Anyways I kept on hearing the same sound (that it was raining outside) for two days or so and it made me crazy because I couldn't figure out why I was hearing things... Was I becoming crazy? Anyways just a couple of minutes ago I heard the sound again but this time it was REAL... Tshoaa, I ran outside and stood under the rain, feeling the raindrops on my skin, staring into nothing and just like that all my troubles were gone.

But still there was this question; why was I imagining the sound of rain? My theory is that after the week that I had (lots of bad luck, today was the worst) I really wanted for atleast one good thing to happen and in my situation rain is what ultimately would help. And I also believe that after it rains my luck always changes for the better so I think that I wanted it to rain so badly that I actually started imagining the sound. Crazy? You be the judge...