I'm Alive

Or am I?

It's been months since I last thought to myself "aah I feel like blogging" I just didn't feel like it anymore. And a lot has happened since then. I'm in Lebanon preparing for my new life here and sometimes I ask myself if I made the right decision and I still don't know. Maybe I'll never know. Something I do know however is that if this is a wrong decision, being wrong has never felt more right. Even though I'm complaining a lot cause you all know how much I love to do that I like it here. I really do! I feel like I'm in the right place in the right time in my life. I've never had that feeling before, Usually when I'm in Sweden I want to be in Lebanon and when I'm in Lebanon I want to be in Sweden. But not this time. This time being here feels like the most right thing in the world. The only bad thing is that I miss my family too much. I really really do... Anyhow Im gonna start blogging now about everything I do here and upload pics.. Until then XoXo

Lolz

Crazy? You be the judge!

Soon...

Wonderful day yesterday. No, not wonderful. A-masing. I had the time of my life with the best people I have ever known... Only a couple of days left and I'll be moving, gonna miss you so much, so much it's breaking my heart. XoXo

Bunch of bull

So talk about a long hiatus!
A couple of days ago a very close person to my family passed away and this was another thing that was screaming into my face; telling me how short life was. And I keep saying that to myself and everyone else, don't I? Day after day, conversation after conversation, blog entry after blog entry. I keep preaching about how life is short and we must do the most of it. But do I really do it? No, I actually don't. These days I've had every chance to make a difference and to take a leap of faith but I keep pushing it to later, I keep thinking I'll do it another day. And I can try to say here in this entry now that no more will I keep pushing it. But I know it will just be a bunch of crap. Carpe diem? puh, as if that will ever happen
You know you missed me XoXo

Bebis' birthday

So I told you guys that it was bebis' B-day two days ago and we were supposed to go to strandgatan but we cancelled last minute and stayed home instead until we later in the evening decided to go and eat fast food in downtown and sit at the kanalerna:P .. anyhoo it was a crazy day and here's a video we took.. XoXo

Happy Sweet 16

16 years ago a little devil was born. A devil who makes my hellish life worth living, a devil so sweet it could melt anyones heart. I know what you're thinking; how could a devil be sweet? Well that's because she isn't just any devil. She's my unique devil, my bebis, my everything. My bebis isn't just any sister, she's my best friend, my partner in crime, the light in my darkest days; she's my other half. Bebis nega maniii sarange(K) mwaaaah (Få inte för mycket luft nu, arrasso?!)

Kdrama

I've been really busy lately but I'm never too busy to watch the most anticipated drama: Personal Taste. Like OMG the way that the two leads act gives mee goosebumps. Yaaa Jandi yaaa his tears in this scene are killing meee!!