I'm Alive

Or am I?

It's been months since I last thought to myself "aah I feel like blogging" I just didn't feel like it anymore. And a lot has happened since then. I'm in Lebanon preparing for my new life here and sometimes I ask myself if I made the right decision and I still don't know. Maybe I'll never know. Something I do know however is that if this is a wrong decision, being wrong has never felt more right. Even though I'm complaining a lot cause you all know how much I love to do that I like it here. I really do! I feel like I'm in the right place in the right time in my life. I've never had that feeling before, Usually when I'm in Sweden I want to be in Lebanon and when I'm in Lebanon I want to be in Sweden. But not this time. This time being here feels like the most right thing in the world. The only bad thing is that I miss my family too much. I really really do... Anyhow Im gonna start blogging now about everything I do here and upload pics.. Until then XoXo