Confession

I've always been the girl who preeches about how important it is to be independant. However, somehow lately I've been thinking differently; in another light. I feel exhausted and I have this feeling of WANTING to depend on someone. This feeling is growing inside me day by day and I don't even know why I kind of feel embarrased about confessing this. Maybe it's because I've always seen that not being independant means being weak, that you can't handle things on your own. But the thing is: It's not that I can't do it on my own. I know I can. I just don't think I want to... anymore. XoXo

Såhäär Mycket !

Beebiiis, Jag Saknaar Daj sååååhääääär Mycket !! ÄNDA UPP TILL HIMLEN OCH TILLBAKA ! Ja, REDAN !!

Bebis&Älskling

Bebis&Me

More than sisterly affection...

More than friendly affection...

It's more than any affection you can imagine... She's my Bebis... My lilla söööt

I've had two epic weeks with her.. not nearly enough... and tomorrow she's leaving...

BUT IM NOT CRYING... okaay maybe just a little?

MISSION

In sweden I always lacked sleep because of insomnia. Here I'm not suffering from insomnia anymore. I still aint getting any sleep. Why? Because my dear friend the chicken next to our building (YES a freaking CHICKEN in Beirut) can't shut up! It opens it's mouth at 4 o'clock in the morning and keeps on going til 12. So to my point: I now have a mission. To KILL that chicken. First I need to find it! Wish me luck. XoXo

OVER AND OUT

Todayy I did nothing more than just lazing around in the house. But the night is still young and I'm craving for some crepes. AUB next ?

Cremino

Gr8 day with Teta... Best ice cream and view in the world.. Bebiis, maya, maryama, noonish, hassibush.. everyone miss yooo too much.. U would've loved it there !! XoXo

I'm Alive

Or am I?

It's been months since I last thought to myself "aah I feel like blogging" I just didn't feel like it anymore. And a lot has happened since then. I'm in Lebanon preparing for my new life here and sometimes I ask myself if I made the right decision and I still don't know. Maybe I'll never know. Something I do know however is that if this is a wrong decision, being wrong has never felt more right. Even though I'm complaining a lot cause you all know how much I love to do that I like it here. I really do! I feel like I'm in the right place in the right time in my life. I've never had that feeling before, Usually when I'm in Sweden I want to be in Lebanon and when I'm in Lebanon I want to be in Sweden. But not this time. This time being here feels like the most right thing in the world. The only bad thing is that I miss my family too much. I really really do... Anyhow Im gonna start blogging now about everything I do here and upload pics.. Until then XoXo