MISSION

In sweden I always lacked sleep because of insomnia. Here I'm not suffering from insomnia anymore. I still aint getting any sleep. Why? Because my dear friend the chicken next to our building (YES a freaking CHICKEN in Beirut) can't shut up! It opens it's mouth at 4 o'clock in the morning and keeps on going til 12. So to my point: I now have a mission. To KILL that chicken. First I need to find it! Wish me luck. XoXo

OVER AND OUT

Todayy I did nothing more than just lazing around in the house. But the night is still young and I'm craving for some crepes. AUB next ?

Cremino

Gr8 day with Teta... Best ice cream and view in the world.. Bebiis, maya, maryama, noonish, hassibush.. everyone miss yooo too much.. U would've loved it there !! XoXo

I'm Alive

Or am I?

It's been months since I last thought to myself "aah I feel like blogging" I just didn't feel like it anymore. And a lot has happened since then. I'm in Lebanon preparing for my new life here and sometimes I ask myself if I made the right decision and I still don't know. Maybe I'll never know. Something I do know however is that if this is a wrong decision, being wrong has never felt more right. Even though I'm complaining a lot cause you all know how much I love to do that I like it here. I really do! I feel like I'm in the right place in the right time in my life. I've never had that feeling before, Usually when I'm in Sweden I want to be in Lebanon and when I'm in Lebanon I want to be in Sweden. But not this time. This time being here feels like the most right thing in the world. The only bad thing is that I miss my family too much. I really really do... Anyhow Im gonna start blogging now about everything I do here and upload pics.. Until then XoXo

Lolz

Crazy? You be the judge!

Soon...

Wonderful day yesterday. No, not wonderful. A-masing. I had the time of my life with the best people I have ever known... Only a couple of days left and I'll be moving, gonna miss you so much, so much it's breaking my heart. XoXo

Bunch of bull

So talk about a long hiatus!
A couple of days ago a very close person to my family passed away and this was another thing that was screaming into my face; telling me how short life was. And I keep saying that to myself and everyone else, don't I? Day after day, conversation after conversation, blog entry after blog entry. I keep preaching about how life is short and we must do the most of it. But do I really do it? No, I actually don't. These days I've had every chance to make a difference and to take a leap of faith but I keep pushing it to later, I keep thinking I'll do it another day. And I can try to say here in this entry now that no more will I keep pushing it. But I know it will just be a bunch of crap. Carpe diem? puh, as if that will ever happen
You know you missed me XoXo