So.Over.This.Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So. Freaking. Tired.

I'm tired of people telling me what to do, how to act and who I should keep in my life.
But do you know what I'm more tired of? Of the people who keep telling me that I don't care and I don't ask about them when they're no better themselves! Or when people tell me they understand how I feel and what I'm going through when they actually really don't... they don't!. Or when they make mistake after misstake after misstake its okay but as soon as I do one tiny mistake it's the end of the world. Like get over yoursleves please...
But probably the most annoying thing is that in the passing of one week 5 people have told me that I've changed haha I've changed? I'VE CHANGED????? Like what the hell? Maybe you should look at yourselves in the mirror a little bit closer and then tell me who has changed! Or you know what? Don't.. just don't because I'm over this shit! Seriously I'm so over it.

Living in the past

I always used to say don't live in the past but these couple of days all I can do is go back to that year... To those memories... I miss all of you and I miss the happiness you brought into my life, the love you brought into my heart and the smile you brought to my lips... XoXo

Ripper Jävla Roo; me so proud!

Abbas, Ripper Jävla Roos brother, is getting married and Ripper Jävla Roo just finished the speech that he is holding on that night. I just read it and it was EPIC. Freaking Epic, why? Because it was so evaal.. Seriously ripper jävla roo; I never thought that you had it in you to be eval and also pull a good joke but in that speech you have like 20 of them. Assumeness! I wanted to share the speech with you but stupid copy paste isn't working so I told myself that I'd write it again here but then I realised that I'm too lazy. Anyhoo still wanted to say congrats to him for taking the first step into evalness and hopefully with my guidance you will one day be half as eval and smart as me! XoXo

Remembering

I had just come back from Lebanon when it was time for the annual "Fallens Dagar" here in Trollhättan... We went to see E.M.D perform their A-mazing songs (L.O.V.E MY DANNY :P) and to see the midnight waterfalls and fireworks.. Anyhoo I'm telling you this because I was just with bebis fofo and hassobii and we saw some old picz from then that I'm gonna upload.. and a video..

We could barely see anything because of the people infront of us but it was better than nothing !!

Standing under the fireworks was so much fun and being with you guys made it better (L) love yaa

I want spring to come

6 of Mars. Spring. Yet all I see is snow. I just don't get it.

All of you prbably know how mych I love snow and the first snow of the year is always my favorite but plzzzz be gone already!!! GO AWAY!

I mean even though I love snow my favorite season of the year is still the Spring... I just love it, EVEN the part where I wake up to those damn stupid happy birds singing. I L.O.V.E spring and hence you can understand if I'm going crazy thinking that I might not be able to enjoy my last spring here in Sweden.

I wanna go out without a jacket, I wanna wear all the heels I bought, I wanna sit outside in the sun... There's so much stuff I wanna do but I can't when the snow is 1 meter high!

Anyhoo have a good saturday night! XoXo

Hwaiting

Wuzzup sweets?

I've been such a bad updater, I know, but trust me I'm gonna be a bad updater no more!

I woke up this morning feeling like a whole new person.. I don't know how or why but I feel really happy and satisified.. my mood hasn't been this good in a long time and the time I had at the university was a BLAST!

Some fights happened here and there but nothing could ruin my mood today; even maryama was surprised... And it made me thinking that this day being a good one wasn't because good things happened.. it was because I decided to make it a good day.. I did everything with a smile on my face being genuinly happy.. and by that KABOM the day was assume because I made it that way!

I don't even know if you're getting antyhing from my rambling but my point is: Take charge over your life! Live it! Smile no matter what and trust me you will feel better... it's all about psychology:P:P

Oh and one last thing: teta just finished writing her first novel so congrats hunzz you have worked hard to bring me the pleasure of reading something epic! XoXo

Answers

1. Is there anythig you have done in your life that you regret, if so what it is?
Answer: I've made plenty of mistakes.. do i regret them? I always say that one shouldn't regret anything because we all learn from our mistakes (if we're not il stupido) and regretting them wont bring the past back.. but there are still some things i wish I could have done differently.. one of those is that I wish I had visited my uncle (r.i.p) more in the hospital, sure regretting doesn't help but I can't help regretting...
2. wich animal would you choose to be if you could decide and why?
Answer: Pink dancing rabbit of course.. why? because it's pink dancing rabbit:P
3. 1 Who is your rolemodel?
2 which person in your life are you proud of the most?
3 describe yourself in three words
4 ketchup or mustard?
Answers: 1. Myself? :P naa just kidding.. I actually don't think about that.. There are people I admire but none I consider my rolemodel.
2. That would probably be my mum, I'm proud of a lot of people that I have in my life, but my mum would be the one to take that price
3. Only three words? hmm.. evaal, crazy and the best liar in the world
4. Ketchup of course, bebis you're the only one in the world who prefers mustard!!!
4. 1 How many times have you hurt someone deeply?
2 how many times have you been hurt deeply
3 forgive and forget?
4 where do you see yourself in ten years?
Answers: 1. Unintentionally? I don't know, probably many times.. Intentionally twice
2. Damn such serious questions.. hmm..a lot of times.. by friends and relatives.. yeah there's a whole list of that.. so yeah many times!
3. I don't know if I'm the right person to be asked that.. I don't believe in forgive and forget.. I don't think that you can ever forget something that has happened to you.. I also believe that one can never be able to forgive someones action but you choose to forgive the person because you choose to give a secoond chance.. if you are able to of course!
4. Hm.. I actually have a picture in my mind... I'll be living in my dreamhouse (yeah I actually have one.. lol:P) .. I would have finished my two books, one of them will be made into a drama which I will direct.. I would own my own cafeteria/resturaunt with teta and she would have been the designer for it... That's how far I've thought.. haha:P
5. Tell me somthing I don't know about you?
Answer: Something you don't know? Thats hard... can't think of anything right now.. or maybe Im just a big fat liar muahaha:P:P