New Moon

It's saturday night and I look at the clock... it shows 7.15; one hour left until I go to watch the movie I have been waiting for for a year now... I'm excited but at the same time afarid that I'll be dissappointed as I was after the first movie. Don't get me wrong it was a great movie but it wasn't the kind of great I wanted. Twilight concentrated on the vampire and action part and they forgot that main theme in twilight isn't vampires and action... the main theme is love... The story tells us about an epic love, a love so epic that not even the fact that your loved one is a vampire can stop you from being with him... and not even the fact that it pains you to be next to your loved one because her blood smells like no other before can keep you from wanting to be with her, hold her and treasure her. In the movie they failed to show this epic love and why it's so epic. So as afraid of dissappointement as I was I put my clothes on, fixed myself and went to see the cinema to see if I would love new moon; and boy did I... It followed the story so good, every scene was perfectly executed and just as I had imagined it to be. It was my kind of great. The only thing missing was ropert pattinson coming out of the screen. Now that would have been EPIC. XoXo

My day part 4

All of the sudden they go and leave me... alone... in the rain... looking out at the water... I felt so... so... GOOD!! HaHa.. Finally I was rid of them... HaHa.. No but seriously something got into me and I let everything out... everyhting, sitting there alone I started crying... Please come back (NOT)

But they did come back :'(... And they took me away to krono again.. Now that's worth crying for..

Goodbye Slussarna... Goodbye calmness...

My day part 3

When we wanted to go back, the car STOPPED so we didn't know what to do... Then me and sarsor decided to push the car...

But it wouldn't start and I got panicked.. so I decided to jump in to the water and end the misery... Sarsor didn't care and told me to jump if I wanted to do so but namoose wouldn't let anything bad happen to me so she caught me in the last second and told me that sarsor is probably too weak and that she would push the car with me...

We started pushing and pushin and it finally started... I knew it was all sarsoras fault...

My day part 2

I wasn't sure about how my clothes looked so I asked them "How do I look? Is the sweater okay?"

















Then they started laughing at me: "HaHa haram, you look so funny" Ottokaji?














Well, I had a jacket (thank you god) so I decided to put it on and we went to slussarna... In the rain... wohoooo

My day part 1

As I said in my previous entry the midnight-walk-in-the-rain didn't help... I needed someone who could make me think of other things... Jandi Bhat was sick and Teta had school but I had ouri namose and sarsor whom I hadn't seen in months so I went to my college even though I didn't have any classes to meet up with them and we had a blast... These two made me laugh, push cars, cry and try to commit suicie all in the same day... Thank you girls for making me feel better and I hope you had fun too... Anyways through some pics I'm going to retell our day (with some fiction of course)... the story is too long but here is part one...

We're sitting taking pics and joking at the college

After the last pic we decide that since namoose got her drivings licence (mabroooouk hayati) we should take the car, go out and have some fun...

Depression :S

In the last couple of days I was feeling really down but I tried real hard not to show it to anyone, even convincing myself that I was fine and I succeded until yesterday around midnight when I couldn't hold it in anymore... I wasn't fine and I couldn't take it anymore but thankfully I had a talk with namoose who gave me good advice and I decided to take them... After that I went out and took a walk alone in the rain... it was really late (around 1 o'clock at night) so I was careful with having noone notice because they would FLIP. The walk helped for a little while but I still wasn't okay and I needed something more... or someone... XoXo

Ta7adde

This entry is in arabic because the person in question wanted it this way:

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