With or Without you

Isn't it funny when you plan something with the closest people to you only to find out coincidently that the plan will be carried out without you. My reaction was "okay so I guess I'll scratch that off my list". I mean I could've atleast been told something instead of reading about it. I'm not going to let that stop me though. Even if it means I'll do it alone I'm doing it. Anyways since I decided to start afresh and be a better me I've become spontanious, doing things out of the blue and I'm actually having a blast. It's been two really fun days but what is even better is that two days ago I made the yummiest swedish dinner ever. I know I know I'm the best cook evaaa!