r.i.p

Just wanted to say thanks to every person who called today or came over.. you made this day better just by showing your support... 29/3 will always be a day to grief .. r.i.p :(

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He was like my second dad... she is like my second mum... When he passed away a big part of me also did... If she passes away I don't think I'll be able to handle that...

You have always been here for me and my family... every birthday you would make sure I got what I wanted, every day you would make me happy and full of joy.. when my mum had noone she had you... Since day one life hasn't treated you nice but as the angel you have always been you never lost faith, you never gave up on hope and you never stopped loving those around you.

I love you, I love you, I love you and that is why I'm holding on to hope right now.. hoping for you to get better, wishing all this pain you have could just go away...

Last year I was hoping for someone else, wishing for someone else and tomorrow it will be exaclty one year since I lost him... I miss you, I miss you, I miss you...(F)

Älskar dig Gubben:D

Thnxx habibee 3a a7la kazdooora(K)

Vart lite nere idag så min bror som ee BÄST tog ut majj... fick maj o må skiit bra.. verkligen jag har dem bästa bröderna man någonsin kan önska sig.. without you guys I would've been lost. Love you

I miss you

I was going to meet up with Rajpar today but I couldn't so I had to cancel but we'll do it on another day:)... Rasta was so stupid today loll, made me laugh the shizz off:P .. anyhoo the day keeps approaching and I can't help but feel miserable but I had a long walk today.. three times.. it helped.. a bit... xoxo

Good day

Todayy I got an assume call from lebanon:D hehe... hope we could've talked more though habbol... I also saw george which made mee soo happy because I hadn't seen him in a while now and on top of that I ate chinese and had a great time in downtown.. anyhoo I just came back after taking a loong walk outside and it felt so refreshing.. XoXo

Bye habbole tabbole

Welcome back Rajpar! Goodbye Teta!

Rajpar is back and NO noone missed you:P and Teta left for Lebanon and omgg gonna miss that chiqita so freaking musho.. habbol mboste w ma tense trou7e 3l grand cafe kill yommm .. ijre fike habbol hatteee yaaa:P ... Have fun but not too much fuun arasso??? anyyongggg

Start Living!

Life has it's way to keep accelerating as I get older. It feels as if the days just keep getting shorter and the only thing growing is my list of promises of what I am going to do, things I never actually do. I always say things like "someday I will" or "I plan on" or my personal favorite "When things get better I am going to"... It's funny because that "plan" never sets off. That "I will" never actually happens. And that "when things get better I am going to" never works because things never ever gets better; when an old problem goes away there is always a new one knocking on your front door. That is why it is up to me to stop pushing things and start acting on them.

Go on now go! Enjoy yourself! If this was your last moment who would you call and what would you say? Do it, call that person, meet that person and be with that person! Make him/her know how special he/she is to you.

I always used to promise a certain friend that "someday" we'll go to lunch together, "I plan on" taking you to that amusement park or "when things get better" I will call more often I swear.
Things never got better and we never did what we planned. Now he is gone and all I have left is a pile of "what I could've done" list. So if you don't want your life to be remembered as a pile of "what could've been" start making things happen! Live. Laugh. Love