Say you're sorry? Think again

Wazza? So these couple of days I've been thinking... What do you do when you know you've done somehting wrong? You can try saying I'm sorry but sorry won't take back time and undo the thing you did wrong. You can try building a time machine but by the time you'd be done you'd maybe be 103 years old only to realise that --HEEY IT DOESN'T WORK-- What else is there? I really don't know; what do you do when you've wronged a person close to your heart? I don't think there is an answer for that one. I mean we all fail, I know that in one way or antoher there comes a point where we all fail... What I don't know is what I can do after I have failed in something.. Since I was young I've talked a lot about forgiveness. I used to actually believe in forgiveness but i dont know if I do anymore. As I said previously what will sorry do? I don't think we ever truly forgive but we just choose to live with the mistake that the other person has made if we love him/her enough to be able to do so. Or if the misstake wasn't big enough to sacrifice the relationship you had... but forgiveness? Yeah I'm not too sure about it... So you and I have to rememeber that the next time you wanna do something that is wrong; when you cheat or steal or gossip or hurt a friend or anything.. whatever it is you're doing or have done or planning on doing... Think about that there is no forgiveness. theres just what comes next. Take it from someone whose been there is there; I've been wronged so many times and I've also wronged people .I just did it two days ago. .. After it is done there is only pain and guilt.. misery of knowing what you did.. So I don't know what you can do after a failure but my advice is just don't do it!! just stop! Right now stop it before its too late.

Happy Birthday

Mhamad hayatoo albeto Happy birthday ya 3ommmree... and thnxx for what you did today... yet again you showed what an epic person you are (not that I needed to be reminded). Since day one.. for as long as I can remember you have always been there for me and made my life so much easier, you're a person I can tell anything to and you always understand me and even though sometimes you disagree with what I'm doing you still support me, 7ebbo ana mwaaah(K)... And namoose the crazyyy stalker whom without hv can never be the same... I miss you ya habboulti taboulti, like omg omg you're 19 years old now... happy birthdaay ya albee hope to see ya soon habboul mwah mhwa mwah

Hahaha such a funn dayy!!!!!

Wazza? Hahaha today was crazy but also a load of funn!! The day started with an exam that went really well, better than expected and then Rajpar came to visit... haha it was so funny when my brother saw him sitting with us and he was like isn't he the magic dude? Lol yuupp thats him mr magic:P:P ... anyhoo after the lunch break rajpar went to class with us and THANK GOD he did... have u ever had a class that was so boring it became fun?? Rajpar kept on making jokes and texting me funny comments about the teacher I couldn't help but burt into laughter... Like I kept on laughing and laughing and the teachers became sooo upsett but I just couldn't not laugh.. like since when are you that funny rajpar? Or no it must be that because of the dullness anything would have been funny? Yeah must be it.. anyhoo the most fun part was when rajpar told me to look outside the window and I saw the snow... my reaction was as if I had seen something heavenly and I told Jandi Bhat to also look but when she saw the snow she looked as if she was getting strangled with a big fat NOOO on her forehead hahaha.... lolll I laughed so hard my stomach started hurting... After the day had ended we sat in the cafeteria and I wanted Henna and Rajpar two start a war haha:P:P soo enjooy the video where u can see a little bit of me fueling them with anger muahaha... me so evaal you have to hate it... XoXo

P.S. Thaanx for the red bull haha:P:P

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a5555555 this is as bad as it can get... it never was this way; the nagging and arguing but somewhere down the line things started to change... my summer was ruined because of this and now probably the rest of my life!! oufttttttttt!!!!! I know you're not getting anything I'm just writing this one for myself XoXo

Graduation videos

As you know I graduated last year... I had some videos from that day, they are all short and not quite so good because its kind of upside down or something... yukh whatever I decided to post them anyways so try to enjoyy .. XoXo

Maro albe w el ahbal ali:D

Today was a gr88 day... it's been a long time since I saw maro and ali... too long and seriously shta2telkonnn mottt... Maro has been my best friend for a long time and by all the people I've met in my life she's like no other... her heart, her personlity she just shines a room whererever she is... no matter how depressed you are she can make you smile and laugh, forgetting all your worries and making you live for the moment... I hadn't seen her in a long time but today I went to her place and OMG it was exactly what I needed, a dose of maro albetoo (K) ... thnxx maro for an amasing day ana 7ebbooo... then on my way back home guess who screams mooooooooona across the street? Haha no other then ali, gosh I hadn't seen him in like a month or so and thats too much... he's like the male version of maro.. he always makes me laugh and he always makes me fell better about myself... he has that effect on me because it's not often you have someone who constantly says how much he misses you and how gr8 you are... I talked with him for a long time but it wasn't enough... damn the dose of craziness that I got today was enough for a year... why can't all people be like you why why?? lol... maro and ali miss you moooootw ya ret ayem pettersberg bterja3 w shoufkon kill youm w e3od ma3kon wennaket w nemza7 w nattef ba3dna hehe:P:P XoXo

Mhamad and Doulo are back(L)

Yaaay:D .. Yesterday at night my brother mohamed came back home from sharm el-sheikh.. omg shta2teloooo mooott.. the house was so freaking empty without him and having him back I just have one word: tshoaaaa:D .. He brought me a gift to hehe komawooo:D .. I loved it habibee(L) .. and today doulo came, and now the house is complete lol had so much fun with them todayy :D:D .. anyhoo loving life right now!! XoXo