fredag 30 oktober 2009

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I was looking through some old pics and when I saw these two I remembered the day we took them, four years ago when I was in ninth grade. It was such an amasing day... We were having an event in school and we decided to dress in "3abayet" and we all looked assume and the day was one of my best days ever... So much has changed since then but the memories remain... Don't they roxzz in the 3abayet? XoXo

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The first pics are from last years valentines day, yup sadly enough I spent it with those morrons !! haha and the last pic shows me being with my evaaal sister and Fofo. Enjooy !! More to come muahaha

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I was looking over my blog and noticed that it was too serious, and dull because it lacks pics... So here I am uploading more.. and more to come, XoXo

Hamadas Engagement

A while ago I was at my cousins engagement but I never really got the chance to update anything about it so here I decided to show you some late pictures. Enjoy !! XoXo



måndag 26 oktober 2009

Lebanon

Yesterday my mum and sister went to Lebanon, my favourite place in the whole wide world. The country I wished I could spend a lifetime in. A lot of people ask me why I love it so much, I grew up here in Sweden so shouldn't I feel more at home here? The answer is that even though I have my home here I still feel most comfortable in Lebanon, my happiest memories are my memories there and my greatest stories are my stories there. Of course I've also had some bad memories and witnessed some awful things there but still the good beats the hell out of the bad. I love the food, the places we go out to, the ocean, the walks we take in the evening, but most of all I love the lebanese people. Of course not all of them are good and I have had my fist fights with a couple of them but still my favourite people in the world are there; people I love to be with, people I care about and miss every single day I'm here in Sweden. So right now I'm sitting down and blogging about my love for Lebanon while waiting for ouri unni Maya (Love yaaa habboul) to ditch Abbas and talk to me. Unfortunately I know how much fun it is to hang out with all the people there so I know my chances of her ditching him are small. I understand Habboul (not that you care lol :-P). Anyways missing all of you and always having you in my mind. XoXo

söndag 25 oktober 2009

Seize The Day

A lot of people always put off to tomorrow what they can do today and I have always been one of those people but the question is why? Why do we put off things for another day, what if that day never comes? I think that we choose to put it off because of fear; it could be fear of failure or rejection. Too often, as in my own case, we try to put it off because of the fair of making a decision because what if I'm wrong? What if the decision that I make is a decision I later on would want but can't undo? But what happens when the pain of not being able to make a decision gets worse than the fear of not making it? Can we really say that we're alive if we're not really living? Because letting life be controlled by fear is not a way that anyone should live by because then you're no longer actually living. We hear writers telling us not to put anything off but we still do, we hear poets telling us to seize the day but we still don't. I, myself, am going to stop putting things off, I'm going to start seizing the day because in the end knowing is better than wondering and the biggest failure that I can come across still beats the crap out of never trying, never really living. Are you willing to start living? XoXo

lördag 24 oktober 2009

Are you a believer?

Do you believe in fortune telling? That someone can tell you your past, your present and your future by for example looking into a cup of coffee that you drank from. I was one of those who would endlessly mock those who believe in it but today I chose to believe. This woman looked into my cup and told me things that not even my best of best friends knew... she then told me about what I was thinking now and gave me answers to my questions, answers that I so madly, truly and deeply want to be true and thus I chose to believe. Yes; today I'm a believer, are you?