Breaking Dawn Part 1

Only days left until the big premiere of our all time favorite love story. We all are planning on going to the midnight screening on friday but question is if I can actually wait that long? Re-reading the book has made me want to watch it even more and then the trailer has given me incredible hopes that this time this movie will do what the three before it failed in. Crossing my fingers here! Anyhoo if you hadn't booked your ticket yet make sure you do it. This is a non-miss!

It's you It's you It's all for you

"I'm Sorry for loosing my temper the night you told me Luis proposed to you. I'm Sorry for not waiting longer at the Empire State Building. I'm Sorry for treating you like property. I'm Sorry I didn't tell you I loved you when I knew I did. But most of all I'm sorry that I gave up on us and you never did..."

No Kids Allowed

Friday night I went to sleep over at my cousin's place and let me just point out HER KIDS ARE CRAZY! Made me yet again realise that I never ever wanna have kids of my own. Yuup I'll just adopt fully matured kids! Anyways I came back to Beirut yesterday night realising that I have A LOT of studying to do. So that's how I'm spending my sunday: studying. Or atleast I'll try. Don't you dare lure me outside now! XoXo

Pink pink pink

My sister is having a baby girl! Yuup she was told that the baby in her tummy was a little girl! Ahh it feels like I'm missing everything and that's so sad-- I still hope that she grows up to be devilish just like her auntie even though I won't be around!!

Pinky swear won't let you go. Ever!

Over 3id my cousin came to sleep over since her parents where in Day3a and it was loads of fun. This girl is so crazy and it was just the exact amount of craziness that I needed to lift my mood. 3 days of amasing fun, what more can I ask? Also she took me to this really good italian cafe in Downtown and I had the yummiest pizza ever. And the sauce was soo mmmm.. Weird though was that noone liked it but me. Arwa and BB said it was disgusting. Well atleast they tasted it.. Not like someone else who was too much of a chicken to put it in her mouth (yup malvalita I'm pointing fingers here! he2)!! And yesterday I met someone I hadn't seen in two months and that had been a far too long of a time. Also got the cutest gift ever. Me am naming him Pinky Bobbo.

Choko Choko Choko Me Wants Choko

A few moments ago I commented that I hope to be more than ok and I realised that for that to happen, for me getting the life I want without any exception, I had to give it my all. I should fight for it all. And so should you. But then reality struck... how do you fight for something that isn't fighting for you in retrun? And that's when I realised that's how she felt.. no matter how many times I was told so this was the first time I really comprehended it. Anyways what's done is done but let this be a reminder for all of you out there: when you have something precious make sure it knows it.. not by words but through your actions. And that saying "If you love something let it go, if it comes back it's yours if it doesn't it never was" is full of BULLSHIT. Never let go of what you love. Hold it on for dear life so you'll know that no matter what happens next you did your best. No regrets! XoXo

3id Ad7a Mubarak

I've been absent for a couple of days because I just didn't feel like blogging. Each day is harder than the previous one and I can't help but feeling miserable.. remembering.. thinking what if.. yeah I still think what if even though I thought it would stop after trying again but here I am thinking what if again... Anyways I hope you are all having a good 3id with your family and friends. Make the most of it.. I would if I got the chance.. I miss my family.. I miss my friends.. I miss you.. And in a weird way I miss myself.. yeah I'm positive no one is understanding a word of what I'm saying and that's kind of the point! XoXo