Foza Juve(L)

I missed the game.. all the guys took the livingroom and and I was stuck waiting to hear when they scream (either out of jjoy or anger) ... Anyhoo WE WOOOON!! Wohoooo!!!! Take that inter you little tweebs:P:P:P:P FORZA JUVE (L) FORZA DELPIERO

Tötä kadde n me having fun

Sitting with ouri baby tötää and kadde listening to justin bieber.. Yuup I think tötä is in love haha:P:P ... Lalala love me love me say that you love me :P:P (his songs are A-masing)

Song of the day: love me by justin bieber

Party and Blackout.. life is goood:P

Whaaats uup all my crazyy readers? Is life treating you as well as it's treating me?
Well, yesterday a lot of things happened... Appearently I'm invited to a party next week and to Harrys pub in uddevalla. Gonna be soo much fuun :D
A really crazy thing that happened yesterday was that the whole city had a black out.. all electricity went off and suddenly I felt as if I was in lebanon... haha me and Jandi started creating theories as to why it went off. Then crazy jandi told me to get up to print our essays from the computer
Jandi: Let's go print
Me: No we can't, hello? (pointing at the lamp, indicating that the electricity is off)
Jandi: (still crazy) Whaat?
Me: The electricity is off, yaaaaa
Jandi: Oh, silly me hehe
LOL this girl is the smartest retard I have evaaa met... :P:P
Anyways I also saw sarsooor whom I miss more each day.. tc sarsoor, really hoping everything works out the way you want it (L) mwaaaah

Life

Life is most of the times a big mess. Things that are beyond our control happen – whether we like it or not. Heartbreaking, hilarious, humiliating; these are things that are bound to happen. That's life and there's no use trying to avoid these kind of things to happen... It's better to prepare ourselves for when they come.

I wish I could share evrything with you without any boundaries, I wish I could tell you about my first heartbreaking story, my many hilarious and humiliating moments; simply I wish I could tell you everything from the moment I can remeber until now. If I would do so maybe you would feel better about your own life or maybe it would make you roll your eyes thinking that you've been through worse. But I can't just yet, I'm not ready to talk about everything that's happened to me but one day I will be and then you will be the first to hear them, every story that I have to tell; even the ones that only I know of, stories I haven't told a single soul about yet.

:(

Is this what it came down to? The chock is still in me and I don't know what to do.. never in a million years did I think that this would happen... ottokaji? I need to stop letting people in, i need to stop giving the best of myself

Me so nuts

Today was a lot of fun, haha I was shopping for mens purfume and people thought I was nuts... well I guess I am but that's what me loves haha.. anyways tomorrow I don't have any classes but still I'm going there anyways to meet namoose and have some choko at espresso house. XoXo

Taking his last breath

"Have you ever seen someone taking his last breath?" He said to me and I brushed off the question, wanting to change the subject. I didn't want to talk about it but ever since then I've been thinking about it more then ever, how I was sitting there witnessing someone who was like my second dad taking his last breath. Every time I remember it I get chills and tears start to run down my face.

My aunties husband died in cancer a couple of months ago and I was there as his illness was taking the life of the strongest, most willfull man I had ever met. This man was someone whom everybody looked up to and I couldn't ever imagine a life without being able to have him as a neighbor, without being able to see him all the time. The time came when I got the news that there wasn't a chance for him and I broke down, falling on the floor crying, not knowing how to get up. The only thing that gave me strength was that I had to be strong and go tell this to his kids who were in school. How was I going to tell maryama, kadde and nonna these news? I had to be strong enough for their sake. I told them and we went to guthenburg to stay by his side.

The next morning I went there again but I decided to stay at the hospital this time. And I wasn't the only one, his whole family and almost all his friends wanted to stay by his side. We were about a hundred people filling the hospital and when I remember this I think about how many people he was loved by... How many people who respected him and wanted to be by his side. He was truly loved. As his last moments came to en end I just wanted to die, it was an experience I don't wish upon anyone. Not only did I witness someone taking his last breath but I witnessed my uncle who meant the world to me taking it.

3ammo allah yor7amak w ya3te el 2ewiye la 3ayltak ...