My Sick Cousin

The cold is taking over everyone these days and now I just found out that my cousin also got it... It made me feel so bad cause even though this cousin is 5ales, ghaliz and mtallet he's still the best cousin one could wish for... A cousin that's always there when u need it, a cousin who can make u laugh even in your worst days, a cousin that through even just a smile can make you feel better, a cousin with a heart of gold, a cousin that would do anything for his family, simply I want to say that he's an epic person. An epic person indeed. So just wanted to say get well, get lots of sleep, yansoon, and be at the soba all the time... XoXo

Loosing The One You Love

I was talking to my friend yesterday and he was sad about a breakup and so we started talking about how hard it is to lose the one you love to someone else. And he asked, is there anything worse in the world? It got me thinking, and yes there is... Loosing the person you love to death, instead of to someone else. Maybe some won't agree, they will say that it's hard knowing that the other person still lives but you cant be with him/her. But I think that the people saying that are people who doesn't know how it is to loose someone to death. Yet again I don't know how it is to loose your beloved to someone else so maybe I can't judge either? But think about it: You can never meet that person again, never talk to him/her again.. only in your dreams do you get your chance to meet again but even then when you wake up the feeling just kills you because you come back to reality; a reality in which your beloved is dead, buried, nonexisting in any other place but in your heart. You wouldn't have the chance to see that person happy again, smile again, laugh again, wink again, smirk again... You'll always think; what if? What could've been? Would it be the two of us against the world? Would it be always and forever? Would it be epic? You'll never know but you just hope that one day, some day someone else will come and sweep you off your feet again and that this time around it'll last, it'll be always and forever, it'll be epic. XoXo

Songs of the day: ALAM and BISSAN

Favourite Guys and Girls

During the last day at my old school I wanted to spend every second capturing the memories I had from it; this school felt like a safe place for me, a place where I had met so many loving people whom I would never forget. These people and these memories; this school shaped the person I face today in the mirror. I had a blast with everyone, from my first to my last year I spent it with those guys and girls and even though a lot of misfortune happened they were and will always be amongst my favourite people in the world... I miss the staircase where I sat on, ignoring those telling us that it wasn't "suitable"... I miss the "runda bord" where I would have endless discussions with the guys... I miss the cafeteria that namoose got her favourite dose of coffee from... I miss the library that could never be quiet with us in it... I miss the hallway were we would run until our breath went out... I simply miss everything, every inch of that school and it will forever be my favourite place in the world along with some of my favourite memories of my life... Thank you for giving me an experience no ohteer school could have ever provided me !!

Beautiful Enough To Love

OMG OMG OMG. Guess who me saw today? Yuup, Rasta!!!!! Haha and I sat behind him, making Henna all jealous, muahaha!! Btw just wanted to thank my cousin in lebanon for the nicest sweater ever, it was goergeus habibiiii(K)(L)... XoXo

List of songs

So I decided to make a list, 6 songs from these three languages.

Arabic songs:
*Ana ktir 3alek
*A7la Gharam
*Sar el7aki
*Law ta3rafou
*Ya rab
*Kent mfaker

English songs:
*Halo
*Forever and always
*Love story
*Real love
*I'm yours
*Soulmate

Korean songs:
*Hallelujah
*Ring ding dong
*Haru Haru
*Heartbeat
*Waiting for you
*Without words

Doulo habibi is Back!!

I missed him soooo much and now he's finally back !! Doulo is here and I couldn't be happier. In the past year I haven't seen him more than 2 months combined and I was never used to that. Seing him again so many emotions ran through me; LOVE, HAPPINESS, COMFORT and SATISFACTION. This couldn't get better (only of course if rasta was here too). Anyways soon I'm going to add a list of songs you have to listen to, they are amasing!! XoXo

Perfect day with maryama

Wazza all my readers? yukh its so sad that my only readers are people I force to read my blog HaHa.. Well today I dont care because this day was PERFECT, I even saw Rasta (L) at the college. Good things just kept coming to me haaha and I even spent the whole day with maryama, so what can be better than that? Anyhoo here's some pics from when we had our little gathering.. we had so much fun and more pics to come later.. and maybe a video too haha.. maybe..