"We Live to Make Dreams Come True"

Nshallah ya rab

Vote for Jeita

Anyone who's ever been to Jeita and witnessed the fairy tale that it is knows that it has to be amongst the 7 wonders! I've been voting non-stop and I hope you are to!

Can't get enough of ABC

Another dobbi day with my BB!! And it was Assummmeeeee hihihi!! Well aside from the fact that Justin Timberlake is gay and still gets a hold of all the good movies?! Off now to read Twilight XoXo bebez

JAAAAA!!

We won we won dammit we won!! I never doubted you my lady and tonight you proved me right!
P.S Inget roligare än en arabisk kommentator "wal kora 5atera w mahdooooouuufaaa!! ma hatha ma hathaaa birloooo w delbieroooo " hahah nee jag dör på riktigt!

A day at ABC

Today was assume lots of fun when me, my bb & my friends rocked the streets of Ashrafieh! Haha the funniest part of the day was how upset all the cab drivers got at us.

Here's the thing: Me and BB where going to shahiden and malvalita was going to salim slem. So each time a cab pulled over I said "2 shahiden 1 salim slem" OMG it's as if I had commited a crime. One person even got so mad that he screamed "sho hay 7azzoura?!" (meaning what is that a riddle?!) hahah what is the matter with these people? Just say no and continue driving! Yiish !! Haha even funnier was the dude that wanted to take 25.000 ONLY hahah ONLY HE SAID. Well I've learned from a special someone never to give up and I never did I refused to pay extra and not because of 3 or 4000 but because I refused to take the easy way this time.

Oh and also best food at roadster! Ain't another diner like it in the universe!

Please spread the word. GAGAGAGA

Please don't stop the rain

Yeey me Yeey mee today the rain was pouring outside. Amasing I tell ya!! Now I just need to keep my fingers crossed hoping that it continues this way.

Btw have I stated enough how slow the connection is around here? My friend Jandhi told me about this drama called princess man and she said it was epic. As soon as I saw that it was also the guy from prosecutor princess I just knew it would be just as she told me it would.

Just look at this picture: when I first saw it (after screaming why is ouri aegi crying why iss ourii aegiii cryingg why is MY BABY CRYING) I recalled just what made me love him in the first place. Amasing actor. (okay okay and he's kind of super duper hot) However, this stupid connection is ruining my life!! Aaah I want to shoot something. Wanna be that thing? I kid I kid. Ba baaiii for noww dark angelss

Truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for

It's a funny thing isn't it? That there are some people you will never be able to let go of no matter how big the pain they cause you is. Some might call it stupidity, Bob Marley called it "worth suffering for". He said that one only has to be careful on deciding exactly who those people are. Know the good from the bad. Still that is the hardest part because we always seem to get it wrong. Do I have it right? Do you?

Yummylicious

I just had the yummiest frappe ever!!

What could've been

Today I've been reading a book by Karolina Ramqvist and it's called "More Fire". The book is played out in Jamaica and it has a very important msg to deliver about racism, sexism and poverty. However I found it boring and non-intruiging. So much potential yet this author totally failed to deliver. It made me yet again want to continue writing my book and I will. This time I won't stop until it's finished.

Sing your heart out

I just came back from a very crazy day out. Singing "tio små apor hoppade på sängen" on the street was liberating to say the least. I'm off to study Xoxo

Tirarara

Morning Sweets!! As I told you I've been re-reading Breaking Dawn and it has helped alot with my bad sleeping habits because reading makes my eyes tired after a while. Anyways I got a good 10 hours of sleep tonight and as usual I was in my happy place in dreamland. For this saturday I've made plans to go to Bay Rock. It's been a long while since the last time I was there so it's kind of about time I go today! Let's just hope we get a table because it's saturday and this resturaunt is always packed! Evil eye evil eyeee. Anyways I've been struggling with something for a very long time and a couple of days ago I got my answer and even though it kind of broke my heart atleast I learned ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR HEAD your heart just speaks a lot of crap it knows nothing about. Three times I was told to butt off but no I still had to try and at the moment I felt like atleast I won't have to say what if. Well now I know; finally I understand. So COMBE to my slowy dowy brain. XoXo

Quote of the Day

"Conduct yourself in this world as if you are here to stay forever; prepare for eternity as if you are to die tomorrow" -Imam Ali (as)

Just Laugh

New teacher: students please tell ur names and hobbies
Boys:
- I am Sam, my hobby is watching bubble in the bath tub
- I am John, my hobby is watching bubble in the bath tub
- I am Tom, my hobby is watching bubble in the bath tub.
Teacher: oh all boys have the same hobbies, that is good.
Girl:
- Hi !! My name is Bubble...

Mmm...

Sverige <3

We found Love in a Hopeless Place

Today has been a busy day running from uni to my aunties place to harkous to coming home in time for the X-factor. Yeep busy indeed.
Tonight I've decided to try sleeping early so I'm reading Breaking Dawn to try and get my mind off of all the shit that's going on and maybe then I'll have a clear mind that will allow me to get some sleep. Also great news Kazzefe is dead!! Hah martin luther king jr crap about not rejoicing at the death of an enemy. Well look at me rejoicing here!

At least I don't have to say "what if" anymore..

I woke up today by a message telling me that I should dress warmly and that it was going to rain. Me gets super excited and finally wear the boots I have longed for for 4 months now. Damn that was a lot of fors. Anyways imagine my dissappointment when it gets 30 degrees during the day and I'm in my boots! Imagine also what happened to the now-buried-underground person who texted me. But apart from thatI felt so good at uni today! It was loads of fun and as I said I love all my proffesors even though one of them says "okay" between every two words. "This is what macro means, okay ya3ne its in huge scale okay we call it aggrigative ok bla bla ok". He was still cute though. Me liked!
Now I'm trying to think of what to cook because I'm starving and I have no idea what me am craving for. XoXooo

Friends

Ross: Rachel is pregnant
Pheobe & Joey: Omg whaatt??!!
Ross: I'm the father..
Phoebe: That is BRAND NEW INFORMATION
hahaah gotta love this shit anyways I'm off to sleep now ba bai

It gives me comfort

It was crazy packed today at the campus. So many newbies; so much to make fun of! Also the proffessors have been good so far. First I was kind of worried about TQM and HR but after meeting with the doctor all my worries are gone. Not only does he seem like an expert in the subjects but also he has this chilled personality which will make me enjoy his lectures. Anyhoo I'm off to beirut mall now to get meself some Ice cweaammm. Yeey mee !

It is as hard to see one's self as to look backwards without turning around

I am in desperate need of some ice cream. Swedish ice cream. When I realised there ain't a chance in hell I'm gonna get that I decided to settle for some lebanese wannabe ice cream. Guess what? The store had non! Non whatsoever! Appearently the summer season is over (what? since when does the summer end in lebanon?). Yaya so me still craving for ice cweaaamm!! Damn you picture. Anyways I'm off to rewatch some friends episodes.

To begin on a journey of change we must pull on the boots of selfawareness

Damn it I slept during the day! I promised that no matter how sleepy I would get I wouldn't sleep during the day and I failed big time. Not only am I a cranky person when I wake up but also I'll have a harder time trying to sleep tonight than I did yesterday. Well I guess as long as my sister doesn't turn the lights on at 5.30 in the morning to do her bed before she sleeps I will not complain. Oh who am me kidding of course I will. XoXoo

Third time's a charm

Meant to be. Supposed to be.

No one listens to advice. They think they do but they don't!

So far so good. Well not the waking up part but seeing everyone again was loads of fun. I also loved the fact that this time I wasn't the new person who didn't know anyone. That first day, exactly one year ago, if it weren't for you I wouldn't have made it. But you came and made sure I wasn't alone.

This semester I'm going to put all that I have into my studies; I refuse to laze around because I refuse to graduate with a result less of what I'm capable of accomplishing. Everyone is saying that I'm crazy for taking 6 courses but I know that I can do it so I'm not going to listen to anyone but myself.

Höhö? Like really?

Tomorrow is my first day at uni so I really should be sleeping right now. But I really really can't. Maybe it's because I'm trying so hard. Yukh bulla all I know is that I'm not gonna be a happy person tomorrow morning. No I really have to put away the food now and go to sleep because me needs to dream meself away to the wonderful dreams me am having lately. Aah dreamland come to me. I just like saying me! look; me me me. Ok now I writing just to write höhö. Did I just say höhö? Okay I really have to go kill meself now. Ba Bai

If someone holds onto you, hold onto them even stronger

"I will mourn the loss of thoussands of precious lives, but I will not rejoice in one, not even an enemy. Returning hate for hate multiplies hate adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that" -Martin Luther King Jr

So beautifully written it almost makes me want to agree. Almost. Thoughts?

Congratzz

Here are two pics, I would've uploaded more if this darn connection didn't suck so much so for now be happy with what you get. Isn't he just the cutest? lmfao

Less is More

Morning Sweets! So about the party yesterday; EVERYONE was there, like honestly I don't think a single person from mums hometown Ghassaniye stayed at home so I saw a lot of old faces and some new ones to. The funniest part of the whole thing was a 40 year old something man trying to breakdance. God how I wish I had filmed that. I didn't mention this before but the party was actually my uncle's engagement party and everything looked so beautiful; simple yet mesmerising. But I felt bad for the girl because like as you could guess all eyes where on me. Like duuh. I kid I kid. Anyways later on I will upload some pics XoXo

If onLy

Waking up from tonight's dream made me want to hit something. I keep having the same dream about the same things but every night it's under new scenarious. I wish I could make that dream come true. Tonight's the party so let's hope I come back on a better mood. XoXo

Sleepless in Da7ye

I have been suffering from insomnia lately just like the good old days and that's not good since I really need my beautysleep before the party tomorrow. I kid I kid I actually couldn't care less. Today X-factor was on and the contestants where at the judges homes. There's a twelve year old kid on that show that raps and boy is he amasing or what? Mark my words this guy is gonna be huge!! So tiny with so much potential. *cough* Eminem sign him sign him *cough*
Sweet dreams loyal fans of mine. me just am so funny.

Yemken

Dagg el 7izen babi; dam3i fata7lo lbab
Menni a5ad 7babi; ma dall 3indi 7bab
Yemken ana il ghaltan, yemken 3omr harban; ya kelmet el yemken ilik alf 3enwan
Yemken ma zanbi illi sar, yemken zamani da3; ya kelmet el yemken ya ba7r men asrar
Ba7r li ma fi menno rjo3 3a raml el shatt il mawjou3
Da3saton yalli mtl jrou7; 3yoni 3am tamlia ldmo3
Ba3ed ayami 7targat a7lami wl shams illi sharagat ghabat; ya 3yoni nami
Nami 3a jrou7i; bi sirrik la tbou7i

Life succc lifee suxx lifeee suxxxxxx and oh have i said that lifeee suxxxxxxxx. I said i won't complain but I just can't take it. I really can't. Life sux

I wish

But wishing ain't taking me that far

One&Only

Isn't it just the perfect wedding dress? It has dream written all over it. Someday you're gonna be mine dearest Vera Wang.

Someday...

...Maybe?
I heard Jandi's in India which made me extatic!! That lucky girl is living her dream just as I knew she would. It seems as ages ago since we all used to sit and talk about the time when we would travel the world and live our lives to the fullest. Yuup it sure seems a long time ago. Anyways I hope she's having the time of her life and if I know my Jandi well I'm sure she is!

But

It's supposed to be me

Something to think about!

Memory Lane

So I've been moody lately because of all the work with csn and stuff. I hate runing from place to place getting the required papers and asking people for help. Just hate it. On the way home someone in the cab had the one million perfume which reminded me of you. Apart from that this day has been calm so far and that's how I predict the rest of the evening will be; calm with me watching gossip girl and greys anatomy. Also there's a party coming up on saturday and I know just the perfect thing to wear. Yey me :D

P.S Life continues to surprise me as I just heard the weirdest news.

P.S number two I actually don't know what P.S stands for but still I use it!

What goeS Around Comes Around

Or atleast I hope so

Drama Drama Drama

Since I've watched all the dramas out there (anything from korean to american to turkish) and then rewatched them I was starting to think I need to find a new hobby. But what do you know the one and only Kivanc Tatlitug is back with a new drama. And in contrast to what you all may think; it's not his looks I love (okay it's not ONLY his looks) I actually love his acting. So how excited was I about this new drama? VERY! However I started watching and the result ain't so good. I'm hating the leading ladie's personality and that's not so very good. I'm still giving it a try hoping that somehow she dies or something early on and they replace her with another character. Aand if that happens to be Beren Saat then it'll be a YEEY moment. For now you know you hate loving me XoXo

Just Great

Morning Sunshinez! I think I need to start making my phone silent when I go to sleep. Yesterday I went to bed at 1 o'clock but I kept tossing and turning and I really couldn't get any sleep. And I have no idea why. I just couldn't. Anyways I finally fell asleep (I think at three or something) and then at 9 IN THE MORNING my phone starts receiving msgs and I try so hard to ignore it all until finally my daddy calls. Yup with a moring great as this nothing else can go wrong!

P.S I Love You

I thought I was becoming weak... Thought I was loosing me. But I was wrong because right now, with you I feel stronger than I ever thought I could be. Without even knowing it you're easing all my pain just by being you. Seeing things clear right now all I have to say is lhamdulilah. Things are going to get bright. I know it is.!

Haven't been this happy in a long time.

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Enta bigadd gar7ak liya 3alamni; ma 3alam 3laya!!